you're everything that a big bad wolf would want...

Just realized that its only 4 months until the last Harry Potter movie comes out. And if I want to find out how it ends (that my steeze) I need to do it the legitimate way and read the books. I'm on book 2 right now....we'll see if I make it.
I blame my generation for making my attention span really short. Which then makes it really hard for me to focus on books. Thats my excuse.
Lets all cross our fingers that my day off request goes through. eeeeee. The plans sound really fun even though nothing is solid yet.
Other haps:
-Costco party:going to costco and eating everything.
-Criminal Minds party:eating cereal and marathon watching criminal minds.
-Burger Club:Ongoing-trying to find the best burger in Portland.
-Dentist date:turning things into dates are the only way I'll go. Plus Harleigh and I are lazy.
-white bean coffee:i want that. more caffiene, yes please.

I saw the sign

The other day I noticed I had ZERO Ace of Base songs in my collection. Changed that immediately.
My room looks like it was taken over by a teenage girl. Theres stuff everywhere. kinda embarrassing. I have a list of stuff to get done today and tomorrow. Room cleaning is number one.
I heard about these living situations that they have in Portland. It goes something like this: Its a duplex but you share a kitchen so its cheaper. But you get your own living space, room and bathroom separate from the other duder. I heard they're pretty affordable(depending on the area) and they may even have a shared laundry area. SWEET. I heard that one was like $450 and all I have to share is the kitchen. hells yes. New mission is to find one of those. *fingers crossed*
In other news, Portland is still full of really nice people to off set the douchebags.

tell yourself we'll start again..

I woke up early today to take the car in. I have this starbucks card that I got from work. When I got off the bus, starbucks was right there and I picked up an americano. Finished it and took a nap. is that normal?
Now its just waiting for the $800 worth of work to be done. STUPID CAR! Stealing all my money! Then I can make an apt next month to get the rest done, now that I think about it I should have just gotten it all done now. Why not? Stooopid!!
Oh ya, i got a tattoo. stooopid. I'm not totally jazzed about it anymore. I'm just sort of eh. Oh well, what am I going to do? Scratch it off? hmmmmmm

(C=Clyde the cat I had since first grade until my freshmen year in high school. W=Waverly)

sun rise, sun set.

I knew this year was going way too well. But I never thought that it would turn on me in such a horrible way. My sweet, amazingly loving, embodiment of perfection Waverly is gone. She literally dropped dead. Who does that?
I've had bad phone calls. Last year I had bad phone calls. But this one hurt a little more because she didn't have time to introduce herself to most of my family. She didn't have time to impress them with her beauty. AND I loved her so much.
I held her and kissed her for the last time and handed her over to my friend. At least I know shes in good hands and I'll be able to have her forever.
Last memory, kissing her on the forehead before I left for work. That was our morning ritual. <3



Waverly smile, won't you smile a while for me waverly. <3