Get in line and settle down.

Being an adult is dumb. I'm not healthier or happier. The last time I had this many doctor's appointments was when I was a baby. Happiness is second to the nervious/scared feelings. I don't want to do all this alone. I wish there was someone here that would do stuff with me. Like my mom or a friend. I don't have a friend here that I can just call whenever or ask to do me a favor.

I think all I really want is a hug. Too bad I only give hugs out to like 5 people. Count down to the next time I see one of those people.

Or maybe all I needed was to vent. Now all will be well.

yes I am falling and she keeps calling me back again

OLYMPIC TRIALS! After someone wins an entrance to the olympics they say something about a message to London. My message to London is my middle finger and me shouting, "FUCK OFF LONDON!" I'm just a little excited about the olympics.

I'm house sitting for my co-worker's sister. Its in the couve. Its just across the river but still weird. Coffee was way too hard to find today. Lame.

Work has been just a little stressful. But hopefully once our new hires start all will be better. I know I'm still learning but I just want to get it already and run. A couple more years and I'll be running/jumping or whatever else I want to do.

Lots of stuff happening this year and I can't wait. So many adventures: Hollister, Vegas, Long Beach and house sitting! Hopefully my condition won't get in the way of me having fun. After this month I will hopefully be back on my alcohol and gluten diet. heh

Ok back to my olympic trials. USA USA!!!